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gettinghealthy) wrote2012-01-01 07:15 pm
gettinghealthy) wrote2012-01-01 07:15 pm
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January 1, 2012
Don't expect this to be a daily blog, I don't think that is possible, but when I can and remember I will post something about today.
The first half of today was spent with me trying to find information for something I wanted to do that was not Sims related and never finding it. I try to write everything down because I know I am going to forget it later the way things have been going so the first several hours (starting at like 2 am and then again at 4 am, then again when I finally woke up for the day) trying to find the notebooks that the information was written in. When I found it I was trying to go through it and find the start point for what I wanted to do because I couldn't remember it and for the next couple of hours I flipped through three notebooks several times for two hours and could never figure out what it was I needed to do. I spent more time trying to figure out how to get into the thing I wanted to do than I would have actually spent on it in the first place.
Was it something I needed to do, no. Had I not thought of it, would I have been able to come up with something more interesting to do, probably. I'm just disappointed that my note taking skills, which I have always considered to be pretty good, completely failed me today. I am blaming it on the mental confusion part of my disability because these notes were all written after the migraines started and there is a lot of randomness to what I write down. I have no idea why I thought some things were important, but not others. It was a really sobering reminder of why it is I would not be able to work in any kind of job.
The second half of the day was spent writing up my SimCity playing plan to be completed before I determine the next project and writing this about this morning. I'm not sure how the post about SimCity playing or this one will sound being read by someone one other than me. I'm starting to loose my ability to read back text so I'll end this post here.
The first half of today was spent with me trying to find information for something I wanted to do that was not Sims related and never finding it. I try to write everything down because I know I am going to forget it later the way things have been going so the first several hours (starting at like 2 am and then again at 4 am, then again when I finally woke up for the day) trying to find the notebooks that the information was written in. When I found it I was trying to go through it and find the start point for what I wanted to do because I couldn't remember it and for the next couple of hours I flipped through three notebooks several times for two hours and could never figure out what it was I needed to do. I spent more time trying to figure out how to get into the thing I wanted to do than I would have actually spent on it in the first place.
Was it something I needed to do, no. Had I not thought of it, would I have been able to come up with something more interesting to do, probably. I'm just disappointed that my note taking skills, which I have always considered to be pretty good, completely failed me today. I am blaming it on the mental confusion part of my disability because these notes were all written after the migraines started and there is a lot of randomness to what I write down. I have no idea why I thought some things were important, but not others. It was a really sobering reminder of why it is I would not be able to work in any kind of job.
The second half of the day was spent writing up my SimCity playing plan to be completed before I determine the next project and writing this about this morning. I'm not sure how the post about SimCity playing or this one will sound being read by someone one other than me. I'm starting to loose my ability to read back text so I'll end this post here.